Wednesday, April 7

On the way to another away soccer game on Wednesday. I keep missing the same classes so today, I made a video of myself for E block.
Anyway, Sarah usually goes around and "catches up" with individual girls to make sure they're doing ok in life and are pumped up for the game. I hit a couple girls today too, which was fun - Esther, Marlee, Joyce, Jiin, Heeyeong. It was nice to talk to them about something other than soccer.
Oh, too many thoughts going in my head - I can't get them out on paper. Maybe it's because I'm listening to a new Ingrid Michaelson CD - Sarah Dainsberg sounds a lot like her.
You know, it's almost 10 hours that I spend on soccer trips like this. And most of them are spent without too much thinking that happens at least about myself. When I'm watching soccer I'm focused on that. Maybe the reason I don't process is because I have a one-track mind. I can't effectively work through more than one thing at a time. And there's always something else that I need to be thinking about.
Andrea, Jenny, Heeyeong. All on my heart for different reasons. Heeyeong's been sitting across from me talking to me for the last 10 minutes - she's a joy. She's really seeking the Lord in her life. She's in Erin's dorm. Jenny just dumped a bunch of deep life stuff on Sarah - had a breakdown of sorts. I feel my nightmare last night was to make me pray for her.
And Andrea - she's on Erin's heart too. She's a diehard Buddhist and doesn't see her need for Jesus. But she is such an incredible person and so fun to have around. So loving and compassionate. It's hard to know that her spiritual heart is empty.