Monday, July 21, 2008

Late Nights and Delays

So I don't know why but I am definitely antsy. It's like anticipation but it's not. Actually, more like impatience. It's like, whatever I'm doing, all I want to do is get to the next thing, to move on, get on with things. Everything feels like it "takes too long." Maybe it's just delayed reaction to a long summer with not much happening. Even though 8 days seems so freaking short until I leave, it almost can't come fast enough. Not because I want to leave my family, but because I'm ready for it to finally be here. I seriously hate anticipation.

I can now type in Korean characters on my computer. That doesn't mean I have any idea what I'm saying yet....hmm...dangerous. :)
I'm reminded of the conversation I had with my brother last night. I am willing to take a step in any direction, if God will only lead me TO that step. It's easier to have initiative when granted direction and strength.
We said much else - talking till 3:30am makes for many trains of thought and theory. And lying awake till 4am the night before lends itself also to feelings and ideas a-flurry.

What do you do with 8 days?

Live it up and scramble like mad!!

1 comment:

Lauren said...

I am glad you made it safely. I love you!

Psalm 63.